You

You
You who planted your seed in my festering wounds,
who covered my mouth with the same regret
that exposed you to me, the same regret
that your legions of followers have failed to see
who filled my ears with your rotted opinion
Shanghaied from your boy of the week
You who fucked me
You who fucks me
Porcelain skinned goddess fair
Regurgitating words in my mouth
Foul odored fettered fingers grasping at my heartstrings
You're worthless and I love you
Can you feel it?
This sickens me
Perhaps
perhaps
perhaps I could have been
You made me laugh
but you never could appreciate Woody
How can you say that?
I exposed myself to you stood naked
before a hundred prying eyes deceived
I danced and danced
Were you entertained?
Making voyeuristic love, vicariously
masturbating all your biggest fans
You're nothing more than a false
prophet
fucking your way to stardom
You who planted your seed
deep inside

I saw a kid today
with a tattoo
of a pile of skulls
made me think
I wish I had a pile of skulls
as I watched the comets
slithering through the stars
cold
and distant.

Slender slit
spit shat forth from the dark
Why should I?
Would you?
I'd let this consume me before
I let it bother me
Why are you so wily?
Am I wasting my time?
hold on to it tight
it might be your only hope
Should I head north?
But where is North?
Argue the purpose of souls all you please
you can't convince me that god exists
Where should we meet?
Is it even real?
I'm fighting as hard as I can
Hark! Lowest of the Low approaches
Wanna watch me fuck?
Got a quarter?
so long
so long
so long
and farewell.

You're a catalyst
for emptiness
soul sucking
lifeless leech
parasite foul
just please
please let me
be
alone.

My Core

This is me
inside
this is
real.
I could be him
don't wanna be
that guy
he hates
hate
fuck you
I'm angry.